I woke up this morning to a beautiful surprise. A photo of Jack's name in a waterfall all the way over the other side of the world in Florida. I want to say thank you so much to Lisa from http://www.waterfallangels.blogspot.com/ for doing this for us.
So I spoke to my friend whom I thought was pregnant. And she assured me that she is not. Phew! Safe for another month. But the same day I found out my boss's wife is pregnant, so i must have had some sort of premonition!
I came to the realisation today that 2010 is not going to be the year that we will have another baby. All of last year I kept thinking 2010 will be our year, we will have a baby. But now that this gall bladder thing has delayed us for 4 months, it looks like it will be 2011, it's hard to believe. 2009 sounds like so far away already.
Im really looking forward to my operation. I wish they would hurry up and do it already. Only 2, maybe 4 more weeks, thank God. Thats all I can think about at the moment. Although Im not so keen on going into the hospital, its going to bring back so many horrible memories, at least I only have to stay 1 night.
This hectic thing we call life.
4 months ago