Saturday, July 9, 2011

Hello baby boy. I am missing you more and more every day. It feels like so long ago that we held you. We love you so much and wish you could be here.

Your doing such an awesome job at looking after your little brother or sister, not long to go now, maybe only a week or so. I wonder if they will look like you?

Mummy has decided to get a tattoo in your memory, and Im so excited I cant wait. And then I will be able to look at your name every single day. I will post a picture once its done...

Love you so much Jack.


Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Your second birthday in heaven...

My baby boy you would have been 2 years old today. How quick the time has gone. I wish you were here with us. Me and daddy miss you so much. I hope you had a lovely birthday up there and you got spoilt with everything you could wish for. Thank you for doing such a good job looking after your little brother or sister who is due in about 7 1/2 weeks now.
Did you get any cake? Mummy couldnt have any cake for you because I have gestational diabetes. But we sent some balloons up to heaven for you, I hope you got them. One blue one, one green one and a white one from your baby brother or sister.
Miss you so so so much. Big kisses to you. I wish we could give you a big cuddle. I hope you know how much we all love you and miss you and wish you were here with us.

Friday, April 22, 2011

Missing you heaps little buddy. I wish you were here.

It doesn't seem to get any easier, living without you. This pregnancy has brought back all the memories of when I was pregnant with you and all the hopes we had for you. And everything that we looked forward to doing with you. Like the birthday party that we went to at the animal farm last weekend. You would have loved it. Having a pony ride and patting all the little lambies. all i could think about was how much i wished you were here. i know daddy did too.

the Easter bunny comes this weekend and it would have been so much fun having an egg hunt with you. you would have been so cute running around in your pj's looking for eggs.

I wish you could be here with us.

I love you

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Missing you...

Hey little baby,
Cant believe its been nearly 2 years since we lost you. We miss you so much everyday and think of you all the time. Theres so much we could have been doing could have helped mummy plant some plants in the back yard today. And come with mummy and nanna up the hills where we had some lovely scones and jam, yummy. Tomorrow we are going down to the beach, its going to be beautiful weather, I will miss not being able to chase you around on the sand and make sand castles with you.

Your little brother or sister is due in July, 10 days after your due date. I know that you are looking after us and will help this baby make it safely to mummy and daddy. We are thinking of giving the baby Jack as a middle name if it is a boy, i hope you don't mind - I'm sure you wouldn't, I'm sure you will be very proud.

Ta ta for now, miss you to the moon and back x0x0x0x0x
Love mummy.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Last night we lost our little rainbow baby. I would have been 7 weeks today.
I still cant really believe it. There were signs that it was going to happen since last Friday, but you still try to stay positive and keep hopeful, but deep down you know.
Why must this happen?
Why must this happen to anyone?
Havent we already been through enough? When will we get our baby?